Hey beautiful souls. It's amazing to be alive! I am overjoyed at the current moment because I am able to write peacefully. I'm jamming some EDM music right now and vibing through this gorgeous thing called life. I'm telling you, life is truly what you make of it. Each day we wake up, make a conscious decision to be positive, we spread this inspiring wave of love. That's why it's so important to self-care and think positively.
I feel like I waited a good chunk of my life to live this life I am currently desiring to live. I feel like because I started loving me and focusing on me in a more spiritual way, my life is transforming right before my eyes. I took a deep dive, a dive within my soul. I allowed my soul to finally open up and connect with my heart. It's being powerfully astonishing to say the least. I've been searching for this feeling all of my life it seems.
A feeling of wholeness. I finally feel like I am connecting with a higher me. A more vibrant and in divine alignment me. I used to feel so disconnected and lonely and people would have no idea. I was trapped in my own world of limitations and hurt. I had to find a way to allow my higher being to break free and the only way I could do that was through healing and self-discovery. Self-discovery is beautiful because I learned how to love myself.
Everything that I wanted from someone else...friendships, my relationship with my wife, etc. I had to understand me on a deep, deep and I mean deeper level. When we start to look within, the perspective changes. You will start to feel again, but you have to allow it...What I mean by that is that you have to feel everything that you have to face in order to grow. It can be fearful and painful, journeying to the root of our insecurities, trauma or pain, but it will all be worth it.
You'll discover so many loving and significant things about yourself if you truly decide to take the dive. We all in some form or fashion want to be loved, we want to be valued, we want to be respected, we want so many things and will demand these things from others when simply we should calm down, relax and give it to ourselves first. How many of you have actually dated yourself? It's actually pretty damn dope. You know you better than anybody right?! Think about it this way...You get to treat yourself like you desire to be treated and it's freaking amazing!
Some of you may think this is crazy and you think you would look weird or feel weird going out alone, but actually you would feel the opposite if you embraced the experience. Listen, we don't need a companion or someone all in our space at all times. It's okay to be with yourself. It's okay to treat yourself to quality time and it's okay to have fun while doing so. During time alone is when you reflect and discover some of the most unique and creative things about yourself. It takes being open to the experience and releasing the blockage of feeling alone.
There is nothing wrong with looking for love. The love you are looking for though is within. Give yourself everything you truly desire and watch what happens in your life. You will start to attract the type of healthy and loving relationships you seek because you are giving it to yourself first. I love love and I am a huge hopeless romantic, but i know that in order to organically and unconditionally receive the love we want so bad, we must first self-evaluate and dive into our soul.
I love you all! Thank you for taking the time to positively vibe with me and I want you to know that you and Happiness, Ya'll Belong Together!
-Dee'Tox